From House Wife To Film Maker

Tuesday:
Had an appointment with my Life Coach today (Tuesday) and discussed a moment of disagreement I had had with John yesterday (Monday night.) Basically something he did ticked me off. Story short: I felt like he invalidated me. John had said I was totally overreacting and I disagreed until I got off the phone and gave it a lot of thought and realized, gulp, he was right. After all my years of working on inner healing and waking up I immeditaly realized it had to do with my past/parents/my ex. and trust. Dropped into bed feeling totally embarrassed with myself and thankful I hadn’t totally gone off on him. Then took my thoughts with me to my Life Couch in the morning and discovered yup I was right but not only that but that I am living completely out the past of my life experiences with my parents and my ex and how they treated me. Particularly relating to the areas that had to do with what happened with John yesterday. Blah. He helped me to see that I’m living out the past so much it’s like I’ve not even been born. Like I don’t exist in the present. And I completely see his point. Rather unnerving when you really think about it. But nothing to do but to heal as I have been for the last five years of working with him. So I had a treatment for the emotion and am presently working on the issue as I can see it as bright as the blinding morning sun and will be on the look out for it popping up in the future. I totally apologized to John of course we talked about it and he is such a great guy we are fine again.

Then John and I met with our friend who we are doing the video for and she really loved what we had done. In her words, “for a little as you two have been in this business we are doing great.” Then she told us what she saw needed changing so tomorrow we will get to work.

I did a lot of reading about iMovie, Final Cut Pro, blogging and a little about Twitter. I want to Twitter too I think it will be awesome. Funny thing? Three months ago if you told me I would care one thing about Facebook, YouTube, Twittering, and any of the other new media things going on I would have told you you had the wrong person. That this person was doing all she could to avoid learning or caring about those things. I was cell phone and text savvy: can text with both thumbs thank you very much, I used the internet for everything and so forth I just didn’t care about the other. However today I’m just the opposite and I want to learn it all and overnight. LOL. But, that position really wasn’t like me for the majority of my life. I typically wanted to be up on everything till the last couple of years. So I guess you could say I’m back in the saddle plus, plus. Running to catch up. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

So today was mostly reading and book coveting at Books A Millon for $70 worth of books that I need, but need to wait for now. I spent a lot of time working on my blogging skills though and filled in way more info. in my profile: check me out. Tried and tried to put in a picture but to no success. Tomorrow is a new day. Or shall I say today, after I sleep since its 3:46 a.m. here, is a new opportunity to try again.
Night all (or morning all?),
Theresa
-watch for me in the film credits!!

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