From House Wife To Film Maker

Had a meeting with John1 today we talked for hours about the “newest addition” that we’ve branched into as a result of working on the Red Book and Cotton project.   This project, like writing a book, is leading us.  Showing us where to go… About a week or two ago John1 became burdened with what [...]

Okay, so I missed posting yesterday.  The holiday has taken me over. I went to bed on Thursday very sleepy but JUST laid there.  Unable to sleep.  The little digital numbers kept changing shape, one after another.  I have this problem.  Whenever I have to get up at like 3-5 a.m. to do something important [...]

  !!!!!!HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!  Why no post yesterday?? -First there was computer work -grocery store-gather ingredients for holiday baking -then meeting and work on video with John1, Me, John2, Frances (who’s working with us on the Red Book and Cotton book project) -back to grocery store because now my eggs had exceeded the four hour without [...]

Wrote this earlier annnnnd didn’t post it.  Again.  I seem to be having a problem clicking the publish button in the last 24 hours, shaking my head… I’m back.  Now that I’m here I had this overwhelming urge not to leave before sharing my waking thoughts, which were centered on overcoming my feelings of worthlessness.  [...]

I thought I published my post last night, but I guess I didn’t.  Ugh.  Well can’t do anything about it except publish it now.  Which I’ve done.   Now you can read my post I was so diligent to create last night (well tech. this morning as it was 2 a.m. when I sat down to [...]

I finally got a chance to re-read my last post and I see where I could have improved it.  But, as I said already, I needed to wrap it up.  I’m sort of blank with where to go now.  I think the hour and the activity of the day are influencing that, it’s 2 am [...]

So I’ve ambled all around my wonderland through the last four posts and  I could have left it with the last, I suppose.  Lead you somewhere for it to end up nowhere.  Like a poorly written movie that doesn’t take the end all the way.  But those movies disgust me and besides my blog is [...]

Okay, finally to my appointment on Tuesday.  I’m going to share shreds of the appointment, obviously super-condensed with slightly altered wording: accurate but not exact.  He really said it a whole lot better… “Theresa tell me very brief answers about how your mother, father and Scott saw/felt about you…”  “Good.”  “Now what effect did that [...]

Con’t…And believe me, so far this has whole thing has been a trip.  As I reflect on the words from “White Rabbit” I see that these words shimmer with great metaphorical parallels to my mid-life “waking up,” “self-healing” experience.  Here’s some of the words I connect with: And if you go chasing rabbits And you [...]

Con’t… Now I know that that song is about drugs. But walk with me.  If you’re like me you’ve seen that life has many strange ways and things it uses to prepare us.  To send us in another direction.  To guide us and help us to arrive on our distant shores.  Signs and wonders put [...]