From House Wife To Film Maker

Quick note, my parents weren’t aware that I was going to be calling and !BLAM!ming.  That was a “cold call”.  They also didn’t know that we were filming. (re-posted video at bottom) Thoughts since the !BLAM!… !BLAM!ming my parents was one of the best things I’ve ever done.  I feel so different inside.  I’m experiencing [...]

Continued… Who knew that the project/business John1 and I started in August was going to go in the direction it has?  Not me.  Not him.  This is truly an organic process.  We followed a white rabbit and the hole keeps getting deeper, a little unnerving even, but we’re determined to keep up… Here’s the end [...]

Con’t… I want success.  Both personal and business.  I want to “Make a Difference”.  I over the years there’s been a lot I’ve done in order to achieve this goal.  No one has to agree with what I’m doing and no one has to do what I’m doing.  Everyone is entitled to their life.  Since [...]

I received a comment today in response to my  last post: Where I’ve come from, well six years ago, and where I’m going and I quote, “Wow, what self serving drivel You are truly a LOSER Congratulations”

Con’t from: “Where I’ve come from”… I want to mention I have worked for others, however I have always chaffed against it.  I’m just not the type who wishes to be employed.  For some it works.  And works great.  For those like me it doesn’t.  We look for ways to be in charge of our [...]

This path I’m on…discovering me.  Going from a housewife to a film maker has taken the most interesting twists and turns since it began.  It really proceeded my first blog post… I would say by 5-6 years.  A year or two before my divorce.  That’s when I began to have an uncontrollable drive to discover [...]

After posting I’ve decided to add this story.  It happened yesterday.  Since I was on the topic of detecting and overcoming worthlessness I thought I really should begin to include stories regarding this matter.  That will show my struggle.  Show the difficulty I’m having healing a relationship with a child I have hurt and may [...]

“Some things take years to learn, and seconds to understand.” I pulled this quote out of the blog called, “Becoming Jennie”.  Jennie is 26 and on the same path as I: finding herself for the first time and creating a new life.  Transformation is taking place in her life.  I only wish I could have [...]

I was around five.  It was December.  The light of day was nearly extinguished.  We were in our family car on Main Street.  My mom pulled along side the slushy curb and parked.  She, my grandma, and I pulled on our hats, scarfs, and gloves that were piled in our laps waiting.  We got out [...]

Full day.  Woke to a new set of Christmas lights strung across my walls.   Dan, who typically falls asleep far earlier than Caleb and I, woke much earlier and while we slept he was busy taping lights to a wall to surprise me.   When I came out he didn’t point it out, didn’t say a [...]