TwitterJan 17 2010
As I said in the last post, “All the king’s horses and all the kings men” couldn’t fix the problem that had developed between me and my child/ren. Only I could belly up and take RESPOND-siblity for what I had created. Own the whole mess.
Jan 16 2010
Tonight there was another step forward healing my relationship with my adult child that said they wanted nothing to do with me. We spent an evening together, that they initiated, and it was wonderful. So wonderful that we were supposed to watch a movie but we never got to it because we talked so long. [...]
Jan 14 2010
Frozen Water Fountain So why did mention in my last post that it felt like the Ice Age movie? Well, in the last post I told about a conversation with John. During it I had mentioned that there was a “crack” in me and that was what triggered it… See, when it came to my [...]
Jan 14 2010
John, my friend and business partner, called… “Theresa can you go to YouTube and watch the new movie I posted.” “Sure.” …….watching movie……
Jan 13 2010
10 this morning: I was in my truck to go to my life coach/therapist appointment and I noticed these ducks “on top” of the lake–really it’s a very large pond but they insist on calling it a “lake”. I say they were “on top” of it because the water is frozen.
Jan 12 2010
I just got in, it’s 12 ish and I have to say it’s with a smile that I’ve come to share with you… I’ve been so focused on where my life and healing has been going for the last month or so and there has been the need to fill my blogs with so many [...]
Jan 11 2010
So where do I go from “here”? All I wrote about in my last post. From my “demons” of Mother Hate and Unforgiveness?… In the Steven King movie I talked about last, there was a female character who was dying a terrible death. It was made obvious that it was due to her holding on [...]
Jan 09 2010
CONTINUED from yesterday . . . That was last weeks appointment. From then till now other “boxes” have opened. One contained the demon “Unforgiving.” It was a shocking but irrefutably true fact. I can be mercilessly unforgiving. When I saw it for what it was I was shaken to my core.
Jan 08 2010
Since I’ve !BLAM!med my parents I’ve been open to a lot of new things I didn’t see before. My coach has been able to take me to new levels. I’ve come to see new things. And I’m thankful.
Jan 07 2010
As I gave thought to my last post I think it’s also very important that I also say: I would like to make it clear to everyone who reads my blog that I’m not “blaming” my parent for my issues. But I do !BLAM! them for their personal-living-hell they dumped on me when I was [...]
