From House Wife To Film Maker

After I posted my last post I had to come back to my faithful key board because I can almost hear you wondering… When I went home to seek resolution with my parents a few years ago, my step-father was remorseful and changed… So WHY did I !BLAM! him as well?

I want to pause from my ongoing story to point out a couple things… I have experienced two DIFFERENT reactions from my parents since the !BLAM!. One positive and one negative. I share to encourage others… I share to say I understand…

CONTINUED From Monday… Around 6 my mother called. She had gone to her car to put something in it.  All I could think was, “How clever, how controlling, how typical.  No hope of speaking with my step-father, the one sick…”  But I didn’t bother to say that.  I wanted a peaceful call.  This wasn’t the [...]

CONTINUED: Honestly I don’t think my step-father processed that by him asking me to call my mother…he was asking me to “fix something that I had done wrong”.  But that’s what was happening.  And that’s exactly the power play I think she had been trying to create.  I’m positive that after I called/!BLAM!med there was [...]

I’m halting going forward with my story of the last few days for a minute, because a concerned, loving reader/friend made a comment to yesterday’s post and I concluded that if she’s wondering “this” others are as well… Her thought: …”I hope that this is really helping you, but to me it sounds like it [...]