From House Wife To Film Maker

You Tube Update… Youtube music surfing is now, for now at least, my new “thing” to do when I blog…So yes it’s currently going in the background, but more about that in a minute… I really am quite mulit-faceted in many ways.  I’m not one to just settle on one thing.  Some take comfort in [...]

We are nearing the end of April and that means something to me.  Now that I’m all about organizing my financial life anyways.  I have spent the entire month religiously gathering every receipt and entering it onto my “tracking” document and now, at months end, the time is nearly here to take all this information [...]

I don’t watch a lot of television.  What I do mostly consists of what I hear while I’m behind my computer monitor and the kids are watching their shows.  Under these conditions I can find my head cranking around the monitors edge and taking in bits and pieces.  For instance, I see lots of bits [...]

Okay, there are times in life when you begin to think, “Are you kidding?”   Days like yesterday and today: Yesterday: 1) My lap top is dying a slow, painful death.  This I discovered yesterday.  When it wouldn’t turn on.  Nothing worked   2) Then yesterday my mouse for my Mac up and squeeked it’s last [...]

CONTINUED: Honestly I don’t think my step-father processed that by him asking me to call my mother…he was asking me to “fix something that I had done wrong”.  But that’s what was happening.  And that’s exactly the power play I think she had been trying to create.  I’m positive that after I called/!BLAM!med there was [...]

I received a phone call from my brother on Monday around 10.  Here’s the snap shot details: To my surprise my father had gone home from the hospital on Saturday. Sunday night he had fallen.  His leg had gone numb. He laid on the bedroom floor for 15 minutes before my mother got to him [...]

Einstein: “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” For years I’ve pretty much been doing the same thing over and over again with my parents and expecting different results.  !BLAM!ming them was doing something different. By not ever dealing honestly, openly, and calmly with the past and being [...]

What began as a drop, picking up my phone and !BLAM!ming my parents, has spread in ever expanding ripples in wonderful ways. Ways I never would have predicted.  The freedom and healing I’m experiencing has taken me by surprise.

It’s been a week and two days since I called my parents and !BLAM!ed them. (click here for video) I took control of my life.  Stood up, as an adult and said, “Wait just a minute here…” and the results are continuing to be astounding.  Since I hung up it’s been a new experience.  My [...]

Quick note, my parents weren’t aware that I was going to be calling and !BLAM!ming.  That was a “cold call”.  They also didn’t know that we were filming. (re-posted video at bottom) Thoughts since the !BLAM!… !BLAM!ming my parents was one of the best things I’ve ever done.  I feel so different inside.  I’m experiencing [...]