From House Wife To Film Maker

Since I’ve !BLAM!med my parents I’ve been open to a lot of new things I didn’t see before. My coach has been able to take me to new levels. I’ve come to see new things. And I’m thankful.

As I gave thought to my last post I think it’s also very important that I also say: I would like to make it clear to everyone who reads my blog that I’m not “blaming” my parent for my issues.  But I do !BLAM! them for their personal-living-hell they dumped on me when I was [...]

After I posted my last post I had to come back to my faithful key board because I can almost hear you wondering… When I went home to seek resolution with my parents a few years ago, my step-father was remorseful and changed… So WHY did I !BLAM! him as well?

I want to pause from my ongoing story to point out a couple things… I have experienced two DIFFERENT reactions from my parents since the !BLAM!. One positive and one negative. I share to encourage others… I share to say I understand…

CONTINUED: Honestly I don’t think my step-father processed that by him asking me to call my mother…he was asking me to “fix something that I had done wrong”.  But that’s what was happening.  And that’s exactly the power play I think she had been trying to create.  I’m positive that after I called/!BLAM!med there was [...]

Einstein: “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” For years I’ve pretty much been doing the same thing over and over again with my parents and expecting different results.  !BLAM!ming them was doing something different. By not ever dealing honestly, openly, and calmly with the past and being [...]

Continuing from yesterday…with “the more”… My step-father had surgery scheduled to have cancer removed from his lung.  It was supposed to be sometime in the next few weeks.  However the hospital had an opening and my step-father elected to go in earlier. I did not receive a call.

What began as a drop, picking up my phone and !BLAM!ming my parents, has spread in ever expanding ripples in wonderful ways. Ways I never would have predicted.  The freedom and healing I’m experiencing has taken me by surprise.

It’s been a week and two days since I called my parents and !BLAM!ed them. (click here for video) I took control of my life.  Stood up, as an adult and said, “Wait just a minute here…” and the results are continuing to be astounding.  Since I hung up it’s been a new experience.  My [...]

Quick note, my parents weren’t aware that I was going to be calling and !BLAM!ming.  That was a “cold call”.  They also didn’t know that we were filming. (re-posted video at bottom) Thoughts since the !BLAM!… !BLAM!ming my parents was one of the best things I’ve ever done.  I feel so different inside.  I’m experiencing [...]