From House Wife To Film Maker

Since I’ve !BLAM!med my parents I’ve been open to a lot of new things I didn’t see before. My coach has been able to take me to new levels. I’ve come to see new things. And I’m thankful.

As I gave thought to my last post I think it’s also very important that I also say: I would like to make it clear to everyone who reads my blog that I’m not “blaming” my parent for my issues.  But I do !BLAM! them for their personal-living-hell they dumped on me when I was [...]

After I posted my last post I had to come back to my faithful key board because I can almost hear you wondering… When I went home to seek resolution with my parents a few years ago, my step-father was remorseful and changed… So WHY did I !BLAM! him as well?

I want to pause from my ongoing story to point out a couple things… I have experienced two DIFFERENT reactions from my parents since the !BLAM!. One positive and one negative. I share to encourage others… I share to say I understand…

Einstein: “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” For years I’ve pretty much been doing the same thing over and over again with my parents and expecting different results.  !BLAM!ming them was doing something different. By not ever dealing honestly, openly, and calmly with the past and being [...]

What began as a drop, picking up my phone and !BLAM!ming my parents, has spread in ever expanding ripples in wonderful ways. Ways I never would have predicted.  The freedom and healing I’m experiencing has taken me by surprise.

It occurred to me that I haven’t defined !BLAM! yet.  Since this is sooooo important, I am dedicating this

It’s been a week and two days since I called my parents and !BLAM!ed them. (click here for video) I took control of my life.  Stood up, as an adult and said, “Wait just a minute here…” and the results are continuing to be astounding.  Since I hung up it’s been a new experience.  My [...]

Quick note, my parents weren’t aware that I was going to be calling and !BLAM!ming.  That was a “cold call”.  They also didn’t know that we were filming. (re-posted video at bottom) Thoughts since the !BLAM!… !BLAM!ming my parents was one of the best things I’ve ever done.  I feel so different inside.  I’m experiencing [...]

Continued… Who knew that the project/business John1 and I started in August was going to go in the direction it has?  Not me.  Not him.  This is truly an organic process.  We followed a white rabbit and the hole keeps getting deeper, a little unnerving even, but we’re determined to keep up… Here’s the end [...]