TwitterNov 25 2009
Wrote this earlier annnnnd didn’t post it. Again. I seem to be having a problem clicking the publish button in the last 24 hours, shaking my head… I’m back. Now that I’m here I had this overwhelming urge not to leave before sharing my waking thoughts, which were centered on overcoming my feelings of worthlessness. [...]
Nov 24 2009
I finally got a chance to re-read my last post and I see where I could have improved it. But, as I said already, I needed to wrap it up. I’m sort of blank with where to go now. I think the hour and the activity of the day are influencing that, it’s 2 am [...]
Nov 23 2009
So I’ve ambled all around my wonderland through the last four posts and I could have left it with the last, I suppose. Lead you somewhere for it to end up nowhere. Like a poorly written movie that doesn’t take the end all the way. But those movies disgust me and besides my blog is [...]
Nov 21 2009
Okay, finally to my appointment on Tuesday. I’m going to share shreds of the appointment, obviously super-condensed with slightly altered wording: accurate but not exact. He really said it a whole lot better… “Theresa tell me very brief answers about how your mother, father and Scott saw/felt about you…” “Good.” “Now what effect did that [...]
Nov 20 2009
Con’t…And believe me, so far this has whole thing has been a trip. As I reflect on the words from “White Rabbit” I see that these words shimmer with great metaphorical parallels to my mid-life “waking up,” “self-healing” experience. Here’s some of the words I connect with: And if you go chasing rabbits And you [...]
Nov 18 2009
Con’t… Now I know that that song is about drugs. But walk with me. If you’re like me you’ve seen that life has many strange ways and things it uses to prepare us. To send us in another direction. To guide us and help us to arrive on our distant shores. Signs and wonders put [...]
Nov 18 2009
The following is going to be my first in a segment of entries. A continuation series. Too long for one post. Done a lot of thinking about this. Drummed my fingers on my desk more than once contemplating it. Began and scrapped a bunch of prior attempts. What am I talking about? The part of [...]
