From House Wife To Film Maker

A lot has happened since I last posted.  A lot of outside work with what I do to bring in the bacon.  And a lot of business.  Spent a lot of hours scrutinizing a document and making notes for change, improvement, and

Frozen Water Fountain So why did mention in my last post that it felt like the Ice Age movie? Well, in the last post I told about a conversation with John.  During it I had mentioned that there was a “crack” in me and that was what triggered it… See, when it came to my [...]

John, my friend and business partner, called… “Theresa can you go to YouTube and watch the new movie I posted.” “Sure.” …….watching movie……

10 this morning: I was in my truck to go to my life coach/therapist appointment and I noticed these ducks “on top” of the lake–really it’s a very large pond but they insist on calling it a “lake”.  I say they were “on top” of it because the water is frozen.

CONTINUED from yesterday . . . That was last weeks appointment.  
From then till now other “boxes” have opened.  One contained the demon “Unforgiving.” It was a shocking but irrefutably true fact.  I can be mercilessly unforgiving.  When I saw it for what it was I was shaken to my core.

After I posted my last post I had to come back to my faithful key board because I can almost hear you wondering… When I went home to seek resolution with my parents a few years ago, my step-father was remorseful and changed… So WHY did I !BLAM! him as well?

What began as a drop, picking up my phone and !BLAM!ming my parents, has spread in ever expanding ripples in wonderful ways. Ways I never would have predicted.  The freedom and healing I’m experiencing has taken me by surprise.

Continued… Who knew that the project/business John1 and I started in August was going to go in the direction it has?  Not me.  Not him.  This is truly an organic process.  We followed a white rabbit and the hole keeps getting deeper, a little unnerving even, but we’re determined to keep up… Here’s the end [...]

Con’t… I want success.  Both personal and business.  I want to “Make a Difference”.  I over the years there’s been a lot I’ve done in order to achieve this goal.  No one has to agree with what I’m doing and no one has to do what I’m doing.  Everyone is entitled to their life.  Since [...]

After posting I’ve decided to add this story.  It happened yesterday.  Since I was on the topic of detecting and overcoming worthlessness I thought I really should begin to include stories regarding this matter.  That will show my struggle.  Show the difficulty I’m having healing a relationship with a child I have hurt and may [...]