Archive for the 'worthlessness' Category

Jan 02 2010

Part 2, Let's Start with Monday. . . my mother the bully . . .

Published by fromhousewifetofilmmaker under Becoming Woman,Becoming me,Blam my parents,Over coming childhood trama,worthlessness

CONTINUED: Honestly I don’t think my step-father processed that by him asking me to call my mother…he was asking me to “fix something that I had done wrong”.  But that’s what was happening.  And that’s exactly the power play I think she had been trying to create.  I’m positive that after I called/!BLAM!med there was [...]

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Dec 29 2009

Growing Up The Child Inside . . .

Published by fromhousewifetofilmmaker under Becoming Woman,Becoming me,Blam my parents,Blamming,Consciousness,Over coming childhood trama,blam,worthlessness

Einstein: “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” For years I’ve pretty much been doing the same thing over and over again with my parents and expecting different results.  !BLAM!ming them was doing something different. By not ever dealing honestly, openly, and calmly with the past and being [...]

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Dec 16 2009

A near miss on overcoming worthlessness yesterday . . .

Published by fromhousewifetofilmmaker under Consciousness,Inner Healing,children,worthlessness

After posting I’ve decided to add this story.  It happened yesterday.  Since I was on the topic of detecting and overcoming worthlessness I thought I really should begin to include stories regarding this matter.  That will show my struggle.  Show the difficulty I’m having healing a relationship with a child I have hurt and may [...]

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