It’s so amazing to believe that she is moving.  Hard to even process at times.  But here she is, 19 going on 20 renting her first apartment.  Such a healthy step forward.  A needed step.  I think when Blessing was born she was already 10 years old.  She’s always been ahead of herself.  More than one person has said she’s an old soul and no statement could be truer.  But then Bless is a real family person.  She loves us all to bits and pieces, she’s very mothering, so leaving is very, very hard.  I think tomorrow she will be much better.  Once she’s in and her furniture is placed in it’s proper locations.  That will make a big difference.  Tonight I ambled around with her for almost two hours after cleaning up from the meal because as she said, “This is my last night here.”

Beyond moving things with Blessing, Zac was home from school again.  Last night he mentioned that his head was hurting a lot and his father and I felt it best he get another days rest.  And he needed it.  He slept till after 11 a.m.  He was looking much better this evening, thank goodness so he’ll be off again tomorrow.  Not that he’s been missing school by any stretch of the imagination 

Had a full day today on top of everything I worked for almost five hours, caring for the twins I watch.  I do love those two little toddlers.  I always wanted twins so this is my slice of life enjoying a set.  Although I will say that it’s nice not to have to have them 24/7.  That part of my life is in the past now and it’s okay.  With 8 babies one gets their fill of babies 24/7.  Shall we say one becomes ready for the little ones to get older.  Of course then they get so “older” that they suddenly rent an apartment, move out, and start their own life and you’re left standing there thinking, “Wow, look at that.  My parenting just moved to a completely different level.  I am now a parent to an adult.  Essentially parenting is over.”  Having a 25 year old son immersed me into this facet of life but that was a long time ago frankly, this is almost like starting over, but not quite.  I’ve learned a lot.  But nothing really changing that there is a major transition that occurs.  Nothing.

Otherwise, had a phone meeting and researched various things in order to get our tax ID for Free the Mind Productions.  Which, BTW I filed the paper for yesterday!  That was an exciting moment.  March 3, 2010 became the official day that we were “announced to the world”.  The numbers on that date add up to 9, I really need to look up the meaning to 9.  Do you know what it’s significance is? That leave the tax ID, some legal decisions of how we want that established then I can secure it.  Then a checking account.  Then a Paypal business account.

This is all tremendous, our “business” is suddenly taking shape into a “real business”.  And there’s more to come, businesswise.  I’ll keep you posted.

Want you to know I wasn’t going to blog tonight.  The day has been jammed full and I’m ready for bed, but then I thought, I need to I didn’t yesterday and so much has happened then and today how can I not “fill you in”?  “Keep you posted”.  “Up to date”.  “Current”.     

Now you’re current…
Night, love ya,
Theresa Jane
-whose watching another of her chicks leave the nest tomorrow…