From House Wife To Film Maker

It’s morning. It’s quiet. I’ve been up for awhile. I’m sipping a cup of herbal tea. My sons are sleeping and I’ve looked at each as they slumber in their dream state and I smiled.  I thanked God for them.  And prayed to ask how to be better at being their mom. I love the [...]

Started my day with Cal explaining the interactive game he plays through the internet.  He has 54 friends.  It’s called Roblox and he loves it.  Possibly a little too much at times, but then John Mark, my oldest, was the same way and he isn’t any worse for the wear and frankly his computer skills [...]

Children.  My children.  I love them, one and all. They are some of the brightest parts of my life. And then there’s moments… Like yesterday.

CONTINUED FROM YESTERDAY, which is a continuation from the day before and the day before that… I think it’s important to say right here I felt that THERE WERE POINTS here and there I COULD HAVE TAKEN ISSUE WITH with each of my children that has mini !BLAM!med me. AND….
MAYBE I would have been right [...]

After posting I’ve decided to add this story.  It happened yesterday.  Since I was on the topic of detecting and overcoming worthlessness I thought I really should begin to include stories regarding this matter.  That will show my struggle.  Show the difficulty I’m having healing a relationship with a child I have hurt and may [...]

Con’t From these previous posts: “What’s that you say??  Total honesty??” and “Looooonnnnng history of lying. . .” Lying is insidious.  
Someone that begins to lie for certain reasons, in specific areas over time can’t contain it.  Without noticing it slowly creeps around and sends off shoots like vines on the side of a house.  [...]

The day just finished nine minutes ago!  And I’m here reflecting.  This is where I break my day down and map it out for you in 550-650 words (hopefully ).  Today was mostly typical.  Worked on the business, went to my job.  Both went well.  Made headway on some of those picky icy areas that [...]

Okay, so I missed posting yesterday.  The holiday has taken me over. I went to bed on Thursday very sleepy but JUST laid there.  Unable to sleep.  The little digital numbers kept changing shape, one after another.  I have this problem.  Whenever I have to get up at like 3-5 a.m. to do something important [...]

Today was beautiful.  I just couldn’t sit here.  So I left to do some mostly needed errands.  While out I thought, movie… Pirate Radio released today.  I’ve got to go.  Glanced at my watch, just barely enough time to get Zach from school and make it. I know I always go to the dollar theater.  [...]

Gasp!  Horror!! The “please excuse us while we change” sign that I had up to tell the world that I was working on my soon to be launched web site wasn’t up!  What happened?  Thought we checked that?  Well it’s fixed now. Coldness is setting in so I bought a new blanket today.  At?  Where [...]