Mar
22
2010
After posting the last post I decided to add a bit more… I gave Zac’s response a lot of thought last week and I think it was the best way to be although during the appointment I was uncomfortable. Almost leaned into embarrassed at his reaction. But I didn’t because I reasoned: that he [...]
Feb
18
2010
My Chinese sign is the dragon. Something I didn’t know that till I was 39. At Disney’s Epcot. Our first real family vacation to speak of in 21 years of marriage. The ex hadn’t been into vacations… The money. The time. The effort… We went as one of his, almost non-existent, attempts to save our [...]
Jan
16
2010
Tonight there was another step forward healing my relationship with my adult child that said they wanted nothing to do with me. We spent an evening together, that they initiated, and it was wonderful. So wonderful that we were supposed to watch a movie but we never got to it because we talked so long. [...]
Jan
13
2010
10 this morning: I was in my truck to go to my life coach/therapist appointment and I noticed these ducks “on top” of the lake–really it’s a very large pond but they insist on calling it a “lake”. I say they were “on top” of it because the water is frozen.
Jan
12
2010
I just got in, it’s 12 ish and I have to say it’s with a smile that I’ve come to share with you… I’ve been so focused on where my life and healing has been going for the last month or so and there has been the need to fill my blogs with so many [...]
Dec
20
2009
Continued… Who knew that the project/business John1 and I started in August was going to go in the direction it has? Not me. Not him. This is truly an organic process. We followed a white rabbit and the hole keeps getting deeper, a little unnerving even, but we’re determined to keep up… Here’s the end [...]